ah feeling sad and guilty about Gaza and wishing I could trade places with dead Palestinian children, depression even makes global catastrophes all about me me me, fuckwit
whenever I start to think like yeah maybe I should get a fella and be loved and stuff, something happens to remind me how UTTERLY PAINFUL love is and how anxious and unstable it makes me, oh well
I miss bb, think he’s ruined me for other men he had some amazing skills. Shame he has a girlfriend and lives LITERALLY 5000 miles away eh? (and had a kind of naff personality but whatev)
hey fans, sorry I have not been updating very much! Actual Life is getting in the way. Who knew having a full time job and a part time job while studying for a Masters and maintaining a glittering social life would be so tiring eh. I think things are good though. I am pretty happy. If painfully, weepily tired ALL THE TIME.
How are YOU?